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Me, August 2010 by Akisame-Matsudai Me, August 2010 :iconakisame-matsudai:Akisame-Matsudai 1 0 Alice -in Wonderland- by Akisame-Matsudai Alice -in Wonderland- :iconakisame-matsudai:Akisame-Matsudai 0 2 Blue Eyes by Akisame-Matsudai Blue Eyes :iconakisame-matsudai:Akisame-Matsudai 1 4
Literature
Nothing Left to Give
What has happened to all I thought I use to know?
The flowing of my tears is the only emotion I have to show.
I have nothing left to say, and nothing left to give.
If you want it, then you can have it, but don’t expect my lonely heart to last.
For oh-so very long I thought that this “we” I spoke of, could last longer then this.
But after all those hopes and dreams I gave, do you bother to call me “friend” anymore?
I have nothing left to say, and nothing left to give.
If you want it, then you can have it, but don’t expect my lonely heart to last.
My love has long since been forgotten, drying up faster then you can know.
You would think you would come back now, before it went away; I guess not.
I have nothing left to say, and nothing left to give.
If you want it, then you can have it, but don’t expect my lonely heart to last.
Even though you went and left me, like so many times before, I wanted for you to call my name one last time.
Never changing, neve
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Literature
The Sea of Miracles
If you follow the worn stone path, and descend the soft grassy hilltop,
you will come across a beach of the finest grains of sand,
as pale as if they were bathed in moonlight.
If you walk down along the edge of the water,
you will find a place where the shells will change colors as the day becomes old,
and the night young.
If you look to where the water and the sky mix,
you will see an ocean, as dark as space itself,
lit only by the many sparkling stars,
glistening as the waves roll to-and-fro.
If you glance up at the sunlit sky,
you will see how it shimmers brighter then all the gold in the world,
casting a pastel rainbow into the misty sky.
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Literature
Poem Session 1
No matter how many times I may scream my pain,
you will never hear my pleas.  
The winds of my heart,
do not blow in your direction.
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Your words are ever-changing,
your emotions are not the same,
and yet it is only the mirror on the wall,
that shows your true self.
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They always tell you to wait for the light at the end of the tunnel,
for only then can you be free from the darkness.
But I like it here, it is safe.
There is no one here to hurt me,
and no one here for me to hurt.
And so, it's OK that there is no light,
here in my dark haven,
even if I'm alone.
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Mokona hrts Coffee by Akisame-Matsudai Mokona hrts Coffee :iconakisame-matsudai:Akisame-Matsudai 2 0
Literature
The Inside of Me
Click-clack, keys typing away. My fingers are waves of emotions, the screen, the shore they crash upon.  Words that are not words, feelings that are not feelings, all of them come together, erasing the blankness of the page.
Sadness, anger, uncertainty, regret, all shadowed by the smiles that are forced through the mask.  Tears are wiped away before they become anything more, after all, no one notices those things, right?
Counting stars through my window, staring out into the frosty night, I live in a different world, one that I can only dream of.  My only solitude resides in my sleepless imagination, until the dawn breaks.
Memories of the past, residing in the present, litter this lonely path I walk.  Waiting for my wings to be born, but will they hold up my tattered soul?
I promise to hold my head high, and smile for you each and every day, it’s the least I can do for causing you so much pain.  I will shield you from all things t
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Literature
If I could ever love you
If I could ever love you, imagine all the things I’d say;
And if I could ever love you, would you ever feel the same?
For if I could ever love you, all the sadness would seem so far;
But if I could ever love you, I know everything would be ok.
But I can never love you, for that is the greatest sin;
And I can never love you, for you are my one true friend.
For I can never love you, not if the world were to end;
No I can never love you, cause I know how it would hurt you so.
But oh how, I would love you, if it wouldn’t cause you grief;
And oh how, I would love you, if only you could see.
So oh, how I would love you, if there was another way;
For oh, how I would love you, if you would also love me.
But you do not love me, and there is no other way.
And because you do not love me, there is nothing I can say.
I know if I were to love you, it would kill you so;
For though you do not love me, I will always love you.
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Literature
Raindrops
Pitter-patter, go the raindrops, falling from the sky;
can you tell the difference, between them and my tears?
Pitter-patter, go the raindrops, crashing against the ground;
I soak them up, like your love, not wanting to let either go.
Pitter-patter, go the raindrops, fogging up my window;
if I wipe the mist away, will you be standing there?
Pitter-patter, go the raindrops, knocking on my door;
inviting me outside, and save me from crying in front of you.
Pitter-patter, go the raindrops, as the storm passes by
is it to much to ask for a rainbow, so I may smile once more?
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Akisame-Matsudai
Hazuki Tachibana
United States
Current Residence: Wonderland
Favourite genre of music: J-rock, J-pop, K-pop, Anime, and Regular (american) Rock
Favourite photographer: Elenorpenn; Maybe myself (I can do better)
MP3 player of choice: Apple Products
Wallpaper of choice: whatever looks good
Favourite cartoon character: Most All Anime/ Manga Characters
Personal Quote: "We're all mad here!" ~Cheshire Cat
Interests
  • Listening to: Rockstar - Rihanna
  • Reading: fanfiction
  • Watching: Anime
  • Playing: Mariokart - DS
  • Eating: Watermelon
  • Drinking: Apple juice
Homophobia means:

* I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

* I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

* I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

* We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

* I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

* I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

* I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

* I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

* We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

* I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

* I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

* I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

* I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

* I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

* I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

* I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

* I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

* I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

* I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

* I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

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WIFE.
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Thanks so much for the fav!
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THANKS FOR THE FAVE CARE~E-CHAN!!!
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